I totally get you Ana. It is true that many men under value and under appreciate women. However, a lot of men feel the same about women. I once did what you are doing, I stopped bothering and walked away from all women for fifteen years! That was one of the best things I did. In time, I did finally meet somebody who I felt would appreciate me and we fell in love and got married. It has now been almost ten years we have been together and we are still blissfully happy with each other. Invest in yourself and take care of yourself. One day you will meet the right person.