Well first of all thank you for not attacking me. Second, I feel so sorry you too had to go through all of that. Like you say, it is a nightmare. In fact it caused me to go into deep depression to the point that I came very close to taking my own life. I too will never recover what I lost, money and contact with my four children. The second one hurts the most, I have enough money to live on, just. However, I came out of it all ok in the end.

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